Holly Hoppet @hoppet@raru.re

having been relentlessly stalked in the past, i am exceedingly careful about my information online. I just did a search this week (i do one about once a quarter), and found more places to request removal of my information from.

it's been literally a decade and a name change, but i'm still always at risk of my stalker deciding to resume his search. i'm probably going to feel like i need to be vigilant until he finally passes away.

i don't even have the same name or gender assignment anymore, but i wonder how well my tracks are covered. i wonder if he thinks who i am now is the wife or child of who i was under my old name or if he's put two and two together.

recent events indicate he is still obsessed with myself, my brother, and my mother, so i've been particularly vigilant lately. it sucks and i'm tired of it. while he's alive there'll always be a part of me that never feels entirely safe.

i dunno if there was a point to this aside from "fuck stalkers" but hey if you read i hope you've gained some insight into what it's like to be a victim of a stalker.