Calv @calv@raru.re
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- https://twitter.com/carrotsprout_
25. Sleepy. Programmer, and sucks at French (but still learning).
I come from the land of tea and crumpets!
Joined Aug 2020
@esheep shoopesheep how’s you! i haven’t seen ya in a while
buying an apple watch series 6 because im fucking depressed 
#formula1 Lewis Hamiltons 69th Pole Position.. Nice.
Are there any RISC-V Pi clones 👀
ALRIGHT LADS #formula1
GASLY WON THE ITALIAN GP. HE FREAKING DESERVED IT.
He's been through so much the past 18 months, shown he's able to kick ass, and he's my favourite driver.
Got a win for an Italian team (with no chance at the start of the GP) in ITALY.
AND HE GOT THE FIRST WIN FOR FRANCE SINCE Monaco 1996
Do I sound like I'm dishonest/not genuine when I say too much about thanks and sorry and talking about stuff?
I just want to express my feelings a little better!
Well it's roughly (I think I got the hour right) been a week since I got blocked, and I'm not unblocked.
Still upset and feel like trash.
I’ve emotionally given up. I’ve given people my heart, my friendship, my love (platonically and romantically) and especially on the love side had it trampled every time..
Life just seems not worth it for the positive emotions it’s all a grand delusion before the fall. Every time.
When you take a good selfie and you have no one to send it to 😫
Some parts of me feel like they're genuinely happy to have blocked me since they don't seem upset at all when I've seen their profile
Which makes me feel worse since they aren't affected by it
God I hope they know how bad they've fucked me up and how bad they've made me feel.
Ah yes it's always nice to look and see someone just chat with everyone else except you 
I lied to them and said not talking made it a struggle but I always really miss a friend, I just didn't want to not be able to talk to them ;-;
Ahhhh I really miss talking to a friend....
Is Death Stranding worth buying?
suicidal
I feel like I deserve to kill myself. No one cares, no one reads this.
One of the people I trusted most on here has blocked me and I can't talk with them. And honestly I think everyone would be better off and happy if I just died.
No more pain, no more issues, no more fucked up me.
And no one will reply to this too so further proof.
I wish I could send an apology or something or ask for forgiveness.
This is so painful
- Other Account
- @calv
- Profile Pic Artist
- https://twitter.com/carrotsprout_
25. Sleepy. Programmer, and sucks at French (but still learning).
I come from the land of tea and crumpets!
Joined Aug 2020
